hez online..n i didnt talk to him..i dun wan to..not now..bloggie..i know i cry every easily..maybe for every small minor reason..but juz now..i listened to mi cd..zhang shan wei..shi xin feng..itz not tat made mi cry..itz the song inside..4th track..'10 jian ai ta de shi'..everytime i listen i very touched..itz realli a very touching song..zhen de..if itz a guy who sang it to mi..i'll cry like siao..realli..hez rite..im a person who thinks a lot..i didnt wan to come online..for fear tat i'll see him..but eventualli..today i did..i told him a sorry..i didnt say the reason y..but i said coz i know ive hurt him by ignoring him all this while..tats y i said sorry..he didnt reply..n i dun expect him to..i didnt wan to listen to the cd..coz it'll bring back the memories i had in sydney..but..i still did..today..know wad?i still rmb tat guy..the guy who was the son of the person who was selling korean hot pot..tat was when i started liking to eat korean hot pot..i still rmb how he looked like..still rmb the name of the restaurant..dun misunderstand..hez not a crush or something..itz juz tat..when i saw him..the 2nd time i saw him..i got this intuition..this kinda feeling..tat i shld make frenz with him..u know those kinda gut feeling..but i didnt la..hez a korean..dun even know how to speak english..besides..im those shy type..
haiz..will this get past mi..haiz..
